Right now, the Buddhists will be praying, I guess.
I don’t pray. Haha.
Might be going to *kaikan tomorrow with mom and all.
Hope to see Shirlyn there and of cause performances!
It’s been months since I step into kaikan. Tsk tsk.

*Kaikan - Soka Gakkai Malaysia

Fucking hell, I just realise SGM got a website.
Fucking helll. So dope sial.
Been a member since I was born but didn’t had a clue.
SGM in Penang is VERY ADORABLE.
I saw the branch while I was taking the public bus
with the boyfriend.
Keep in mind, I don’t pray anymore.
That’s why the lack of attendance at kaikan.

The boyfriend is lost.
I can’t call him cause I’m outta credit.
Can’t call him with mom’s since I called this afternoon.
He isn’t online, and seriously I’m kinda frustrated
cause I miss him so much, and I can’t hear his voice,
or see him, or even message him.
We don’t sms so much now. Hmm..
but he has a life I know.
I should shut up now.

Gong Hei Fatt Choi once again peeps!

So here’s all my purchase since the holidays last year.
Although I bought some of them to wear to parties & Penang,
mom considered them CNY Shopping.
So hell have to count lah!
Took half or more of my salary,
and mommy’s sincerity. Haha.

1. Radioactive Preppy Shirt (worn)
2. Topshop Polo Shirt
3. Topshop Shirt
4. Radioactive Tee Shirt (worn)
5. Radioactive Yellow Spag (worn)
6. Oriental Noble Lace Top

1. Radioactive Orange Ribbon Skirt (worn)
2. Black Skirt (worn)
3. Extreme Insane Skull Jeans
4. 2PM Black Pants

• 2PM Sweater/Jacket/Whatever (worn)

• Oriental Noble Sakura Top

• Converse Brown Specialty

I’m really lazy to type much now so I’m going off.
The boyfriend is gone, again without any notice.
If he keeps doing this, I’ll go out of my mind.

So ok, who wants to invite me to their house on CNY?
And who wants to come to mine?
Ahaks.

I was done with my CNY shopping months ago.
I did extra on Thursday.
Will post up the pictures tomorrow.
Btw, does clothes bought for CNY but worn before CNY still counts as CNY clothes?

I’m off to paint my nail black with my new nail polish. =)

There’s been 2. Not one.

Let me start of my Friday first.
I woke up at 7am because I couldn’t decide if I should go to school or not.
I did eventually drag my butt to the bathroom and showered.
Reach school late but didn’t encounter anything funny with AhCheng (discipline teacher)

Didn’t had no teachers until recess.
First teacher to step into class was the Ekonomi teacher.
Suzanne, finally being in class and not out with her duties
took her time to tell me about Sakuntala’s dad.

The details are no clear but roughly I’ve been told that,
he passed away last Saturday in India,
and Sakun found out about this yesterday.
I wasn’t in school yesterday so I didn’t know how she reacted.
According to Suzanne, her family received the telegram yesterday
eventhough it happened on Saturday.

Her dad got into a car crash some time ago and injured one of his leg.
He want to India for treatments to get better.
The bus he was on collided or something, I’m not sure
but her dad and the other passengers on the bus died.

When I first heard it, I almost cried.
It’s a bloody tragedy.
Suzanne believes that it’s faith.
I mean how ironic can it be.
He survived the accident here, but died there.

Tried to keep the incidient out of my mind because it was really disturbing.
I kept imagining bad things.
After school was spent in SnS,
with the girls and all.

About 2.45pm,
Iona who was sitting behind of us started crying.
The people around that table was laughing and joking minutes before
and I thought she cried because she got too emotional over Song’s departure from school.
I asked Annabel what happen, and she told me one of Iona’s good friend just passed away.
I felt my hair standing. Seriously, I felt it.
Her name was Stella and she was 15+. She was from Kwang Hua.
All because of dengue.

I seriously don’t know why I’m posting this, but I felt damn terrible
because these are two of the three deaths I heard this week itself.
It was suppose to be a happy weekend.

The rules/procedures are as follows: The first player of this game starts with “five weird habits of yourself” , and people who get tagged need to write an entry about their five weird habits as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next five people to be tagged and link to their web journals. Don’t forget to leave a comment in their blog or journal that says “You are tagged” (assuming they take comments) and tell them to read yours.

The 5 Weird Habits I Have.
1. Bite the straw of the drink I’m having. Trying to make abstract art, I think. =)
2. This is not a habit, but it’s weird. I sneeze everytime I’m done handstanding. I can estimate the time too.
3. Wear Nike Stand Up Speak Up & Mcgrady band out. Eventhough it doesnt match my clothing at all.
4. Must bring a bag out and carrying it. I feel naked without one. Seriously weird giler.
5 I ran out lah. Next time lah.

The 5 Person Who Haven’t Blog For Days or so.
1. Sanjay (you better do this, or no kiss for 1 month)
2. Suzanne
3. Shirlyn
4. Zanne
5. Fang Yi

Chinese New Year.
Prosperity and whatever.
Family love and whatever.

Guess what?
I feel no new year.
I feel no love.
I FEEL THE FAMILY IS FUCKED UP.

Now I’m not trying to be that drama girl who wants the world to know about how fucked up her family is,
but hell I can’t take it no more.
Happy family makes me jealous.
Looking at families like Ing’s and Gwen’s makes me cry in silent.
I don’t believe in god. I don’t believe there’s anything to correct my family anymore.
The only person I can turn to is Sanjay, and that’s all.
I can’t turn to anyone besides him now because friends I can’t turn because no even one of them now the full story of my life. Eventhough Ing does, I don’t think she understands anymore, I still love her for trying her best, but we’re still drifting apart, I know it.
Anyway, whatever.

I’m the fucked up daughter who is a lazy ass who doesn’t help around, who always causes arguements, who always get what she wants even if her mom says no, the one that can’t correct herself.

I’m the sister who doesn’t let her brother make decisions, who advises her brother to not do the things she HAS done before, the sister who doesn’t set a good example at all, who doesn’t go to school and now her brother thinks it’s ok, the one that’s always causing the sibling fights.

I’m the friend, that really can’t talk to friends eventhough she loves them with all her heart, the friend that doesn’t know if she can talk to her friends and expect them to understands, the friend who now reckons she is friendless or rather unfriendly.

I’m seriously sorry Mommy, Tommy, Ing, Gwen, Mk, HuiSze, Sanjay, and every other person that might feel offended now that they know the truth about the oh-so-crazy Kimberly.

Edit // I reread the post and I was right, I sound like the girl who wants to whine about how fucked up her family is and how she feels friendless and all but shut up ok? I can’t put my exact feeling into words, if I could I’d do more better than this.

This pair is available in Converse, Klang, but they ran out of my size.

This pair, I fell in love.

This pair, I will buy. =)

I’m tired of MSN.
So if you don’t see me online on MSN,
that means I’m on Skype.

Skype is dope.
It doesnt bitch on me.
It loves me to bits.

Don’t know what’s that?
Go google about it.
Add me after that.

Don’t know my username?
Ask me then. kimberlysqy

I’ve only 8 contacts on my list.
Not desperate for more.
It’s our world.

To me, it’s only him.
No one else. No disturbance.
I’ll be glad though if you add me.
The more the merrier?

Saving for a new shoe, reformat fee, new camera, new mic.
CNY means $$

10 years ago I..
was 5 yrs old going on 6. I forgotten what I was like. Most probably still Power Ranger crazy.

5 years ago I..
started Year 5 in primary.
Was in the same class with a group of Indian Girls I despise. (I was pretty racist).
Remember being punished in class because one of the girls and I fought outside of school the day before.
Also performed A*Teen - Upside Down for Children’s Day or something.
Was in love with Miracles Happen by Myra from Princess Diaries’s soundtrack.

1 year ago I..
was pretty much the ahlian I was until things got me changing and I decided to distant myself from that crowd. =)

Yesterday I..
followed mom and my cousin brother to Kajang. Got to play with IPOD Nano for the first time, and fell in love.
Slept like a pig on the way back, and after bathing.
Got up at 10pm because the boyfriend called and made me smile.
Was asked to come online and given a beautiful gift. Yes, it’s so bloody beautiful.

Five foods I enjoy :
+ Sashimi. I don’t really like sushi.
+ Lamp Lamb chops?
+ Finger food like nuggets.
+ Vanilla ice-cream, Mcd.
+ Cheesecakes. Secret Recipe’s..

Five songs I know all the words to :
+ Photograph - Nickelback
+ Cold - Crossfade
+ Jay Chou’s?
+ A Walk Back (almost lah)
+ The ones on my playlist, I guess.

Five places I would run away to :
+ The Beach
+ The Roof
+ Wherever he is
+ Anywhere but here.
+ Penang?

Five favourite television shows :
+ Charmed
+ CSI
+ First Wave
+ Desperate Housewives
+ Smallville

Five bad habits :
+ Nail biting
+ Sleeping late
+ Rubbing eyes?
+ Onlining too much
+ Cusses? Nah, wait. It’s not bad. =)

Five biggest joys :
+ His mine.
+ Loving people who doesn’t love me. That’s not very joyful issit. Hmm.
+ Having the pc to myself, most of the time
+ Smelling like green apple.
+ I ran out. Pfft.

Five people I tag to do this quiz :
+ Gwen
+ Sammy
+ Yung Shen Ai
+ Caryn
+ Sanjay

The boyfriend is influencing me way too much for my own good.
First, I go “You wanna fight issit?” to anyone I see,
and now I go “Yo” in the back of my sentence.
Geddamnit. Now he’s going to say I copy him.

I wanted to blog on Saturday and Sunday,
but I was caught up in conversations to spare a few minutes to blog.
Photos were taken on Saturday’s All Girls Outing, but not many.

The outing was real fun. All of us had fun.
Amy shopped like mad and of cause she couldn’t stop smiling at the end of the day.
Gwen almost got herself a pair of Converse.
I,of cause was broke and did not get anything back.
Yet, I had 3 cones of vanilla ice cream. Mcd style yo.

All of us girls went and watch The Wig.
So you can imagine how we screamed and all.
Entered the cinema fashionably late,
couldn’t stop giggling until someone behind our row asked us to shut up.
Amy was “Buh-ing” at the screen the way she does it best.
I was practically hiding behind my very big Nike bag.
Plus the seat beside of me was empty ok.
Knn.

Personally the outing was very dope.
Gwen realised Zack was the afro guy
she and the rest crushed on, years ago.
The coincidence of me knowing him and they describing him as hot
is weird. (I haven’t ask if he’s single or not lah, sorry)
Oh, Izzat is my son now. I mumble too much so now I’m his mom.

Speaking of Izzat, he’s my sifu too.
I’m training with him.
Bboying in a small badminton court at Teluk Pulai.
He’s very strict and I’m very afraid of him. =)

Gwen has finally come back. Yes, she is back with her blog.
I’m so happy she’s back. Don’t ask why.
I miss her blog even more than I miss her. Ahaks.
Oh yeah, fyi, I’m starting to dig Jin more than usual weh.
HER FAULT LAH. HER OBSESSION.

IPOD Nano, I want.
I want IPOD Nano.
IPOD Nano is fun.
Kimberly is IPOD Nano.

I don’t really feel like typing so much about Saturday or anything else already.
Feeling too damn good to actually type alot.

I wanted to blog properly alright.
I swear I wanted to blog properly and not short and random,
but I blogged at Xanga thus cutting down my time here.
Sanjay is chasing me offline, see how much he fusses?
Exactly like me. =)

Here’s the link to my post in Xanga.

Here’s the link to my very cantik Lifelogger.

Homework is taking over my life.
I’ve actually sat in front of the computer
and NOT SWITCHED IT ON.
It was amazing according to Tommy,
when he got back home from school.

Planning to make a daily planner
like Tia’s mother suggested to her. LMFAO
I need to make time for tuitions since I’m starting more.
Trainings at evening, pig sleeps, homework, online, family time
and most importantly boyfriend.
Yes, yes. I know I should concentrate on studies and not boyfriend, shut up and keep it to yourself.
I already know. =)

Outing with them girls tomorrow.
Pictures are guaranteed but I’m sure you’re tired of seeing the same old faces right?
Too bad, they’re still going to show up. ♥

Predicted I’m going to be in hell tomorrow
seeing them buy and buy and buy.
I’ll prolly sneak away to Asia and play pool.
Wanna practise to get better. =) So semangat right?
Wait till I conquer snooker, then I’ll challenge Sanjay.

Buy Me This & I’ll Call You Darling For A Day

These items are bolded on my wishlist,
BAPE SHIRTS & EVERYTHING BAPE, COLOURFUL NEW SNEAKERS (I need one so badly, kthxbyez),
NEW PANTS, NEW TEES.

You have no idea how much I need them & him.

Apologies to readers for lack of updates, I know I do online at times, but I just don’t have the time to blog.
I can chat with certain people on MSN but I can’t blog and not do my works.
The entries will be back, more than you expect.
All this in a promise I know I won’t break.

// This isn’t really short is it? LMFAO.

Music : The Used - All That I’ve Got
Munch : Halls sweets.

I’ve got lots of homeworks and I’m actually glad I have them.
I can’t wait to pick up my blue pen and start writing until my hand hurts.
Yes, I’ve been this mad lately.
Writing was a painful thing for me today.

Syed and Amy got together for real today,
I’m so happy for them. They’re look so cute together.
Now that they’re a couple, and will be doveying all the time in the veranda,
I’m going to be so bloody jealous. Always wanted my boyfriend to be in the same as school as I.
Chuon Yee never got the chance to shift with all those black marks on his records.
To make it worse, Ing’s guy might be shifting here soon.
That two chickadees were bullying me just now about this.
Nevermind, I have them other girls to get dovey with. Booya.

Drama has got over me nowadays.
I’m so bloody dramatic.
My horoscope says I shouldn’t be so put on about this,
should lightnen off. Haha.

I’m so proud with myself today,
Didn’t have anything fried, and make sure I follow mommy’s guideline on eating.
So proud. Will try to make through for dinner.
Those CNY cookies are really tempting me.
Looks so good, smells so nice.

Geddamnit it, my computer is infected with viruses.
No thanks to Tommy.
I bet he download something his friend asked him to or downloaded those attachments random spammers sent us in our inbox. I’ll strangle him to death later. He is so stupid.
I was too, I click on the stupid “X” button on the taskbar.
It’s the virus, but I have no idea how to remove it.
Using Window’s Full Service scan to scan the computer now.

Sometimes when things are wrong and ugly,
you feel like everything’s numb.
You’ll punch the wall with all your might,
then squat down while shouting in pain, silently.
You’ll sit up and face the screen and type with your other hand,
the one which is not numb and red.
Days are unpredictable, you might find a way to comfort yourself rather than crying.
A better way, to release in one go.

I’m NOT going to have any food.
I’m NOT going to have any more asam laksa for lunch.
I’m NOT going to give in to the temptations.
I’m NOT going to !

I’ll eat the nutritions like a good girl.
I will drink the shit-a-like drink which is really fruit blend,
and that tastes really good.
I will make the soya drink for myself when I feel hungry,
so that I won’t feel like eating solid food.
I will sleep early and sleep for 8 hours like a normal human.
I will wake up early, and not have suppers.

Yes, yes. AGAIN.

I didn’t even know the mister blogged for me on Saturday night.
Thanks alot.

So alright, I just finish talking with the boyfriend after so long.
A long talk. Feel damn good.
Everything right now is beautiful for me, I guess.
It won’t last long, I know. I’ll just have all the fun before it goes away.
Life is like this.

School’s tomorrow and I haven’t even iron my uniform.
I spent my weekends shopping.
Now I’m off to shower.
I’m stinking..
Will blog later if I can, otherwise hope the mister will blog for me.
(yes, I’m like hinting)
Sorry if I don’t update much nowdays, I predict I won’t have time soon.
School work will pile up soon, sleeping is already a problem.
I need to plan my time right. I want to start all my classes again.
Tuitions, practices, boyfriend, online, girlfriends, etc.