I just finish watching I Not Stupid 2. The title has always get onto my nerve. Why must they take the “am” away. So damn annoying to keep repeating the wrong title. I think I got this wrong too, but who cares.

The movie’s the same as the old one. Same plot and all. Parents, studies, pressure, misunderstandings among the kids and their parents & teachers. This movie got me crying. Real tears, not those tears your eyes generates after watching a really emotional movie. Later you’ll know why. The best part of the movie? Is of cause when the parents realise they’re using the wrong way to teach their kids. In this movie, the eldest kid a super blogger, the bestfriend is a fighter-wanna-be and the lil brother is a clueless actor.

Most part of the movie are really fake, but whatever. The stupid lines that keeps popping up are “so cool” & “so lame”, also “whatever”. Knn. They’re right man. Their script writer is so lame for thinking he’s so cool for writing such a lame script. I turned gay too.

While watching the movie, I used my imagination to picture my family members in the characters’ place.
It got me crying cause it’s all so true sometimes.
An adult who had a hard life and never experience love will do the same to the man’s kids.
A kid who blogs about life, pain & gain as the solution to reach out.
What else hmmm?
Teachers who doesn’t know the right way to teach and communicate with the students.

Wah. Damn emotional.
I don’t want to go any deeper, might embarrass myself.

Further more, I feel so bad for what I didn’t do for my love. It caused him alot. If only I’d knew, I’d give in. I’m so fucked up sometimes. Being so stubborn and selfish. He does so much for me, but I’ve done so little only. I don’t know if blogging about our relationship online might cause people to think differ of him or me, I just hope it doesn’t because it’s me blogging, so it’s only my point of view. I really wish I can do more for him as he’s really important to me and I love him.

COUSINS
You’re suppose to get along with em right?
Especially when all of you’re in the teenage years.
So tell me why the fuck I can’t get along with them?

I thought I knew why when I was very young.
We have ABSOLUTELY nothing to talk about.
Even dancing. They dance, I dance but nothing.
Then, this year I thought,
why not give it another try to kamcheng with them…
So I did. I was open and bubbly.

Let them have a look into my phone memories and all.
Let them know who is my boyfriend and how he looks like.
Let them tell me they have 5-20 boyfriends within 2 months, and be proud of it.
Let myself control the urge to fucking slap her for being a embarrassment to the family.

I was a different person. I guess I was like a dummy to them.
I wonder if it’s because they’re chinese educated and I’m not.
No offense, I really regret not learning chinese, but I seriously think that’s why.

Nvm, getting to the point.
This particular cousin of mine by the name of Vivien.
No. I’m not afraid and trying to protect her identity.
She’s a bitch and I’ll make sure people knows it.

So alright, she’s thin, not slim.
I repeat, THIN. Not SLIM.
Thin as in Nicole Richie, with the bones and everything.
Thin as in flat chested which makes Nicole Richie better looking standing beside of her.
I know what’s slim ok. Slim is Christy Chung. That’s the perfect body.

Anyway, one of Thin Bitch’s boyfriend dump her for another girl.
Another girl as in my friend. I’m not close with this friend but she is still a friend.
This cousin of mine said my friend “stole” her boyfriend
& publicly criticized my friend for fat and can’t dance properly
and that her (Thin Bitch) looks and dance better.
(They both dance ballet in the same studio)

W T F !

Who the fuck in this world actually say things like that?
I wanted to scold the fuck outta her. Pfft. Stupid dumbfuck.

Seriously man. Thin Bitch even added my friend on MSN and told her “lucks in your slimming program”.
Knn. Damn memalukan.
My friend came to me and asked if Vivien was my cousin sister.
Geddamn it, I should have say no.
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Sorry for this very long post of bitching. Whatever man.
The anger is still there.
So geddamn embarassed and pissed.

I think this is my best self potrait yet.

Fuck man.
I thought I posted two bloody entries just now,
but I don’t see it anywhere. WTF?

Please come back. Please.

Don’t know what happan to the entries.
They were there just now but when I check again they were gon.
Both of it is there, but just not shown. Fucks.
But it’s all good. I worked it out. (=

Malaysians, listen up.
Blog Day is on 31st August.
What a coincidence.
It happens to be on our National Day.

LOL.

According to the person who started this,
3108 looks alot like the word “Blog”.

So what are we suppose to do on this particular day?

1. Find 5 new Blogs that you find interesting

2. Notify the 5 bloggers that you are recommending on them on BlogDay 2005

3. Write a short description of the Blogs and place a a link to the recommended Blogs

4. Post the BlogDay Post (on August 31st) and

5. Add the BlogDay tag using this link: http://technorati.com/tag/BlogDay2006 and a link to BlogDay web site at http://www.blogday.org

What say you about this?

BlogDay 2006

I’m listening to Phalanx’s new track, Georgia.
It’s good, although there are a couple of lines I don’t like.
Can’t wait for them to complete the album.

These past two days had been very emotional for me.
I think it’s because of the mood swing, but who knows.
The tears were flowing like mad too.

Sometimes my family really confuse me but I’m not
gonna blog about this now.
I wanted to but didn’t because the boyfriend was using the computer the whole night to do his StreetRes Van Project & other stuff.
Other stuff as in creating a new blog again.
It’s called The Arkitektual Movement.
He won’t be blogging there but will only post up his artworks.
Have a look.
I credit myself for helping him to edit the css.

Alright, actually I have nothing to blog.
Maybe later, this post was actually to promote his site.

Period pains are seriously bitches & I should stop buying those Milo Ice Blended from school.

Change links lah people.
I’m so bored sitting at home.
I wanna go Subang Parade, it’s been so long since I went there.
Fuck Pyramid man, bored to death.
Plus I wanna go Fridays. Hmmmm.

Oh yeah, I wanna borrow books from this store Lauren mentioned in her blog.
I’m just to broke to buy nowadays. LOL

I bet you all wasn’t expecting this.
Yeah well, boo!

Likey the new theme?
The credits are at the footer.
The links are at the sidebar.
The tagboard is there too.
Everything that used to be in my old blogger are here.
Nothing’s missing.

If there is, tell me. (=

Alright. I need to sleep. Before there a shower.
Not feeling that good right now, but sure happy for the move.

Re-link me ! Don’t you dare be lazy.
Pretty please?
Leave me comments too okay?

♥ ♥ ♥

The beginning of the holidays suck balls.
Seriously, it does. I lost my necklace.
The one mom bought for me.
Damn pressured.

I can’t believe I’m that fucking careless.
So damn pissed with myself.
Didn’t even had the mood in dance class.
Wei Guan was very nice, he treated me to Bee’s Cafe.
I told you alot about my life hoh today?

Grr. Fuck this. Let’s move on to happier notes (if there’s one).

I don’t know why, every single time I cheat in exams,
I get fucking excited.
It’s really very easy to see if I’m cheating or not, I’ll have this smile on my face.
This big and sly looking one.
Besides that, this is the only thing that keeps me awake in the class.
It gets my adrenaline pumping.

So alright, I don’t have plans for the holidays
since I don’t get to go Penang anymore.
There is the And1 Streetball this Sunday which Mei Kuan is pestering me to go with her.
Speaking of basketballs, my cousin brother got his knee injured.
His ligament or something broke and it’s like two or more strings tied together to hold something like your LEG.
He’s damn disappointed because this is his last year to represent Selangor for SUKMA but yeah, he’ll make it through.

See how freaking tall is the bloody tongkat.
I had to get on top of a chair to hold the tongkat.
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Alright, the Boyfriend suggested to have a movie marathon.
Have a nice holiday people.

Microsoft had finally released their Windows Live Messenger Beta to the public.People go download lah, so that I can stay offline and yet chat with ya’ll.

Today’s paper was Sejarah II and no doubt,
I’m going to fail it with fading colours.
Geddamn memory, I forgot everything I read & revised. How fucked up.
Jia Yuen’s birthday was yesterday but Wai Kit couldn’t get the cake on time,
so we all celebrated for her today.
A very creamy Tiramisu from Secret Recipe which I didn’t finish.

After that was a blast. Ing (yes ing!), Michelle & I
had a very long bitching session.
It was fun to see the two pigs eat up the rest of the cake.
Michelle’s metabolism rate is so damn nice.
She only eats the creams & still can be so thin. Niama.

I decided to share the pants with Amy. I’m (of cause) taking the black one.
Still, I’m short of cash.
I seriously think I’m going to sell my clothes, & other junks too.
Life’s pretty boring nowadays so if my posts aren’t exciting or whatsoever,
not my fault.

I better get back to my accounts now. Fuck.

I’m having a financial crisis. Fuck.

I owe Amelia RM 10.
I owe Peter RM50 (overdebt. lol)
I need RM48 + RM15 = RM63 to pay for the pants & bag (planning) to buy on selltrade_kl.

I might share the pants with Amelia since I ordered two, one black, another white
but don’t want lah. I want both!

I’m not going to use any of my daily allowance again.

I know. I’m lacking of updates.
Exams mah. Understand a bit.
Plus, the boyfriend is here which means he nags alot if I don’t study.
Also, most of the times he’s using the computer.
I get back from school, he’d (most of the time) be in front of it already.
Or when I get back from tuition.

Last Saturday night was Hashok’s birthday party.
Organised by Kaviin and it went pretty well after 12am.
I went around 4pm to help out but left around 10pm because
I was out of mood caused by a certain source of annoyance.
Only went back to the party after the source went missing.

If you’ve noticed, I’ve uploaded them on Flickr.
Based on Gwen’s suggestion.
I’ve posted them on Multiply too, if you people prefer it there. (=

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Now exams are real bitches.
I think quite a number of people I know whose mid term ends today, well lucky you.
I have another 3 freaking days to go, right until the last day of this semester.
Fuck you SMKTAR.

The last day of this semester lah!
What a fucked up nice way to welcome the holidays.
Now to make days worse, I’m not allowed to go to Penang for this holiday.
The chances of me meeting Mia, Liliana, Sabby, Adelyn, you know who you are blown.

I’m going out to watch The Da Vinci Code.
Someone told me they fucking changed the plot and Kaviin fucking left my book in Johor.