I’m going to perform in another 2 hours & 15 minutes.
I will be dying of embarassement.
You guys who’d be attending the RC PROM
just wait and see me make mistakes and fall flat on my face okay?

BALLET IS SO HARD.
I’ll write the rest of my complains and flaws later.

I AM SO BLOODY DISAPPOINTED.

GRRRRRR. I HATE I HATE I HATE.

EDIT :
So okay.
I was lucky I didn’t go because
they checked your identity cards before
letting you enter.

Yesterday was just a very disappointing day.

The funniest thing mom ever said.
And it’s about durians.

” Angmohs doesn’t know how to appreciate durians.
They see it as a big green, pointy thing so the only use for it is to throw it around at people.”

funny okay.

WHAT THE FUCK.

Soka Gakkai members are called Buddhists too.
And I thought it was different. Knn.

I forgotten what was the name given by Shirlyn to me when I asked her, but it wasn’t right. I’m Buddhist, although I don’t believe. I’m still Buddhist.

So pissed off. Gotta go correct my teacher on Monday.

After googling for Soka Gakkai.
There is ALOT of controversy about it.
I didn’t know man. I’m so shocked.
Not to say I believe the articles, but damn.

Here’s the wiki page for it. The links to the controversy is at the bottom.

Should I say thank you to myself for being a freethinker?

After almost one month, I’ve finally updated my Xanga.
2 entries summore. Do drop by xangarians.

People from KLG.
If you know people who dances and are into training like mad and interested and nice, do let me know cause I really wanna start a crew of our own to go for competitions. It’d be damn cool to build a reputation for our own crew. Nothing like the Silver Rayz or whatever of Ruby’s please! I’ll hang myself.

I’m so dead, so outdated of the dance world.
Really wanna get into the whole thing again.
Would love to meet new people to share new moves and stuffs.
So excited. Haha.

So help okay?

I was watching House Of Wax again on HBO, of course I freaked at almost every part of it. Chocolate was there, so it was alright. Almost made him puke because I hugged him too tight and he just had maggi. After the movie, mom, xin and me went out to buy burgers and fries from this small stall near Domino’s. Xin was telling me how scared she was when she watched the movie with mom upstairs, in the master bedroom. She said “I covered my head with my blankie, so I couldn’t see anything. Anything at all”, in chinese of course. Damn cute the way she said it. She’s really adorable most of the times, too bad she’s also a monster.

No plans this weekend, but it’s nice to stay home and play Sims 2 all day while Chocolate’s sleeping. I love Sims 2. Always have, always will. If only I have the money now to buy a new harddrive or pc to play Sims 2 only. I’m playing Sims 2 on PS2 now, the PC version has already 2 - 3 expansions, fucker I missed out so much. The game’s a drug itself.

The bro and chocolate is downstairs watching Arsenal’s match. Should I join them or play the game?

Have a sunny Sunday !

I better type quick before I lost the feeling to bitch again.
Cannot let anything stop me or distract me,
not even good music like Athlete - Wires.

So if you guys remember,
I blogged about 2 certain person that was getting on my nerves.
You guys most probably wouldn’t since I password protected the entry. It’s this one right here.

Guess what, we have a lucky number 3.
Her name is Yee Wu and no
I’m not afraid of letting people know about this.
Like what wikipedia said “Even fights may be posted in the blogs, with not-so-veiled insults of each other easily readable by all their friends, enemies, and complete strangers.”
I admit I have no idea what not-so-veiled means but who cares.

I don’t hate her, I just really dislike her. Not for the fact that she’s way smarter than me (ahem) but she’s just so boastful, papai (in canto) , hidung tinggi (in malay), and it really drives me nuts when she say something damn offensive without even thinking of what people will think. Like hello, you think the world evolves around you is it? The world doesn’t, you do.

Besides being boastful and shit, you don’t need to be a scrooge. If a person politely asks you to give a helping brain on a particular question such as maths or accounts, don’t need to tell people you know how to do, but don’t know how to teach because that’s just plain dumb. You can obviously, even if its a little, help the person to solve or understand a bit of the question. It won’t hurt.

Cannot stand her bloody emo expression
which she almost, always have on.
It is so bloody obvious, you want people to notice you cried, that you want someone to hang around you, to talk with you. Don’t be a high class social bitch, when people actually cared and ask what’s wrong. Fucker, drama queen to the max. You think that is a performing art and drama school and that we, your classmates, are you drama mates?

To make it all worse = to make you worse, you have to backstab people.
I guess it’s normal for a person like you who doesn’t think when you talk, but backstabbing is just plain cheap. Don’t fake around cause you’d get caught some way or another. When that time happens, don’t freaking drop a single tear and say we’re mean. I AM MEAN, but you’re more meaner than me. Go figure.

Oh yeah, after typing for so long, I finally found the perfect word for you.

KIA SU.

Finally the bug is back.

I’m so dead sleepy right now, if tuition have chairs and tables I will fall right asleep.
Too bad they don’t have those like school but
those stiff and hard chairs with the panel for you to write on.
No idea what it’s called, but I hate it.

Should have skip school today itself.
No studies, had to do some dumb diagnostic test for Science.
Apparently the ministry is worried we can’t cope with subjects in english.
Personally, I think the teachers should take the exam, not us.
We’d pass with flying colours.

The questions are tricky bitches.

Tuition. Gahh.

Tried to blog quite a number of times but never made it to the “Post *& Publish” button.
There were always something up to prevent me from typing away to the end of the entry.
Not forgetting, I wasn’t feeling the blogging bug in me to keep babbling like usual.

I almost made history record for going to school 5 days straight.
Friday was skipped because the chocolate wanted me to accompany him.
Time won’t go away, I will still create a record.
Although school had not been missed, naps were taken in classes.
You will catch me dozing off for at least 1 to 3 periods everyday.
What did you expect, huh?

I’ve been to school for so many days and still
I have countless of homeworks and notes to catch up.
Hell, why can’t we use laptops in class?
If so, I will always pass up my notes. Won’t that be better?
No lost, more gain or something like that.
Damnit Malaysia, give it a thought.

The weekend was tiring.
Saturday was BOTY Qualification Round.
We (wei guan, amelia, the chocolate & me) took the train to KL Sentral before switching to LRT to go Kelana Jaya.
Made a detour to Cineleisure before 1 Utama, because the chocolate wanted to check out the MYSO Graff Competition.
Cineleisure is cool and will be, but hopefully those malays (not being racist, bitch) won’t flood the place like a tsunami.

RM 15 to 1 Utama by cab is expensive. Nuff’said.

The event started out late, and I was totally out of mood when I reach so I didn’t watch anything except for the 1 on 1 battle they have for starters.
Amelia wanted to go shopping, so the rest of us tagged along. I finally took my first step into Forever 21.
The place was packed with people and clothes.
I’ll be back with money in my wallet.

Had my first taste of Snowy Ice, and damn I love it.
Didn’t really care when Alice promoted it,
since its her who-cares-whos company and she models for it.

The trip back from 1U was terrible. The shuttle bus was fucked up.
There was this indian girl who was really gross (to me lah).
She was wearing sleeveless and was standing up
since the whole freaking bus was packed
and everybody who were standing were squashed.
She was holding her left hand up and high (to hold the bar),
in the face of a malay guy seating in front of me.

I’m very sure she was sweating here and there, especially her armpits
but damn, at least put it down girl.
Poor guy, he didn’t even dare to turn his face to the left.
I couldn’t help feeling disgusted.

We found another better, faster and cheaper way to travel back home from Kelana Jaya.
Take a RapidKl bus from there to Carrefour, Subang Jaya
and take the KTM from there to Klang.
It’s only RM 0.50, and we didn’t have to go all the way back to KL Sentral
and then another hour just to reach Klang.
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Bah. Ran outta things to blog.
Maybe laters, or moro, or when something exciting comes up.
Sims 2, here I come. wheee.

The Chocolate = Italy - 5 (on penalties)

The Kimberly = France - 3 (on penalties)

EDIT //

So France lost.
I’m not devasted but disappointed.
I mean what the fuck,
that penalty was so bloody close. Gahhh.

It seems like every team I support will end up finishing in penalties (because their good. heh) and LOSE.

Kanneh.

And what the heck was wrong with Zidane,
what the heck got into him.
Last match for his career, people said,
in the end sent off at extra time. Niama.

Whatever lah. World Cup is over.
Another 4 years to go,
where I’ll be 20 years old.

It was boring. Not the event for a person like me.
I’m not into religions and all that stuffs,
so even the good music didn’t get me anywhere.

I decided from today onwards,
Sanjay will be known as “The Chocolate” on my blog.

So okay, The Chocolate said he’s coming back tomorrow but I didn’t want him to although I want him to because I want him to make sure all his important stuffs are settled before coming. He’s really unorganized sometimes. I hate it when I don’t get a straight answer or a 100% sure answer. It bugs me only when it comes to him, seriously.

Amorfixx.

The new clothing line by KLG Sqwad & Kenzy / Noz. (i’m not sure which name he goes by)
I haven’t seen the designs yet, but I did see this one picture of a skull.

According to Kenzy it’s gonna be more Punk Rock-ish.
Will be release this month, so watch out for it.

They don’t have banners or websites yet, so I can’t put up anything except for words.
I’ll suggest !

Just reached home with no boo to say hi, with no boo to say I missed you, with no boo to say you pig, wake up, with no boo here at all.

That’s right, he left his morning with Jin & Shawn by bus back to Penang for the Blend Into The Music Gig tonight.
Details are as follow.

Blend Into The Music

Date: 7th july
Venue: Kompleks Masyarakat Penyayang, Penang
Time: 6.30 - 11.30pm
Ticket : RM18

* Dance competition (shuffle, sexy bimbo dance , etc)

Performances by,

D’ unlock shakers & Cptarianz
Samir
C.Loco
Phalanx
KLG sqwad
Kelvyn Yeang & Ocean of Fire
Silent Panic
Dysnomia
Crazy Virus
Dasha
DJ Ramsey

For more info please contact :-
Claudia [ 0164620310 ]
Bianca [ 0164320813 ]
Sze May [ 0164600691 ]

If anyone of you kind people happens to go and such, PLEASE record the performances & PLEASE record the dance competition. Believe me, I’d rather do it myself but I wasn’t allowed to go. Oh also please tell my baby, I love him, when you see him.

Gah. I really miss him like hell.

Came home and noticed his shoes are not there anymore.
Came home and went to Tommy’s room, but he wasn’t there sleeping.
Came home walked into my room but he wasn’t there in front of the computer.
Came home walked into my room and notice the blue bag he wanted to take back on my bed.
Came over to the computer table and looked at the cabinet to realise my Nike bag is gone.

I’m going to kill him.

I am really fucking hating that word.

Why is it nowadays people are against me or summin’?
First Shu Chzen and now Taisor?

What the fuck did I do to them.
Well Shu Chzen’s gon mad and I don’t care about him nor his gang anymore.

Taisor thinks I purposely ignore him at Convent’s Canteen Day, and lie about not seeing him, now.

Like W T F

I missed school today on purpose again
just so I have my time of doing the Moral Project.
Although it’s not even half way there, at least I’m trying okay.
People got theirs looking great and mine is just crap.
I am not creative.

The pictures I was suppose to developed for people are done
and I had fun doing it.

Why?
Because I got to play with a touch-the-screen machine to place my order.
Very dope. My pictures were all done in 15 minutes.
43 pictures. 10 3R. 33 4R. All in 15 minutes
How fast is that. And that’s not even express.

Pardon my ulu-ness but I rarely, almost never takes my pictures to photo shops to print.

I’m just updating you guys for sake of blogging,
and now I have to get ready to go tuition.
Getting really sick of my daily routines, gah, but I have to.
Exams are next week. SPM is next year. Next year is 5 months away.

Money.

I’m so bloody stingy. ASK ANYONE.
Okay, maybe not anyone. Ask Sanjay.

My dad had finally agree to give me my monthly allowance of RM600
which includes tuition fees, dance lessons, daily expenses and misc
like lunch at mamaks, papers need for project, those stuffs. Gah.

I’m budgeting like mad to save enough for what also I don’t know.

The future maybe?

My future is not certain, I might even have to work my ass off before going to college, so you see. I know starting a REAL saving at my age is already late, but at least I’m trying right, unlike some people who spends and spends those money their parents saved for them. Cis, sounds like me. The.Me.Before.

For the month of July, I’m almost certain that I’m going to spend alot. Let’s sum it up, this weekend, Inter-School Rally at Hin Hua, and next weekend is Battle Of The Year at 1Utama.

Events.

The Interschool Rally always have t shirts to sell.
Pretty looking t shirts that I’ll like and will buy since I have the money,
but of course the WHOLE Klang will definitely have them,
and the omgords-that-person-is-wearing-the-same-tshirt-as-i-am
and omgords-there-is-another-one situation will ,
and I mean ABSOLUTELY will happen.

Who the heck likes that?
So back to consideration.

BOTY is important and must not be missed even if
I have to run through storms and get blown away by strong winds,
just to get to 1 Utama.
I am that determined.

First, I’ll take the KTM to Sentral KL,
then change to LRT to Kelana Jaya,
and last of all take the free bus to 1Utama.

Tadaaa! See how my hard planning paid off.
A perfect, no flaws plan.
The no-shy me unveiled.

Being inside of 1Utama means alot of window shoppings (if there is time) and my first time inside of Forever 21 (even if there isn’t time). Whee.
I can’t bloody wait.

I can’t help but blog and type out craps like these, so I hope my beloved readers don’t mind. Movies are fun also, okay.

Pictures.
It’s been quite some time.
Been feeling really fat and unpretty,
so didn’t had the inspiration to camwhore.

The Future Purple DJ (Schizzie !!)*

The God Of Kawaii.

He calls it the “reflection of our love”, I call it “obsence act in KTM station”.

*Because purple totally reminds me or Barney the Purple dinosaur which also happens to be Schizzow’s nickname.