I’ve updated my birthday wish list with another item.
Goooooo check out.
The big day is like next Monday.

I’d like to stay and talk more but I’m lazy and I’m heading out to pick up Wei Guan.
So I’ll just have them pictures of Saturday, up.

It was a great day. Like seriously.
Started well, ended better.
Had great fun with Michy and her Mr.Booboo.

The ducks are cute, right?

These are random because I realised I’ve never posted pictures of Ing and I much.
Plus we look really dorky here.
God. I love them both.
See Amy’s face?

We felt it was for a good cause.
Our own good cause, that is.

We’re just little girls.
Immature, childish and bitchy.

Do not blame us for liking the drama.
We cannot help it when it has to do with losers like her.

The Real Bitch @ Blogspot.

Check it out, yo.
LOL.

Well I got back home from clubbing around 5am just now.
Went to Ruums and TL & Victor was right, the dance floor was damn packed but it was alright.
Partied with a new friend, Ker Lin and her friends.
I have this good feeling with her and I’m sure we’d turn out to be real nice buddies.

Couldn’t stop talking from the moment I got into the car until we reached KL.
Then danced and drank together. Mamak session was even better.

I guess it was because we went late, the club was playing trance and well it’s not my type of music tho’ we did bump along with it.

Bahhh. It was damn fun lahh.

Earlier today, I tagged along with Michy, Nigel and Cheryl to OU where we went and watched The Simpsons Movie with the exception of Cheryl who went back with her mom around the evening.
The movie is hilarious. “I was elected to lead, not read.”

It was fun spending time with Michy after so long.
Too bad Amy’s grounded. I miss our girls’ day out.
But am sure we’ll have the chance after SPM.

The whole day’s been great.

The post was supposed to be posted earlier but the connection sucked. So here it is.

U Mae blogged about this ’snake baby’ video recently.
I was interested so I checked it out.
It was pretty creepy watching the baby but then again, I pity the lil’ one.

So the story behind the video was :

“A Saudi family in Jeddah was in shock at the sight of their new born baby badly deformed by a genetic skin disease. The mother of seven girls who had wanted a boy claimed she had predicted she would give birth to a “snake” days before the delivery.”

But then it’s not a curse, alien or whatever they’re saying. It’s a disease.
Been around for a long time it seems.

It’s called Harlequin Ichthyosis Disease and if you click on the link, you can read all about it.

It sounds painful. Damn. Poor babies wehh.

I look like a tomatoe.

Damn. This is like the only picture of him and I since he came back.
Worse, not a single picture of Beatrice and I.

I’ll be an angel today and say this once,
He actually looks pretty good in this picture.

I know he doesn’t read my blog so there’s no need to go tell him as soon as you read this.

It’s almost 4am and I just got home like 45mins ago, after a yumcha session with Taufoo, Cheng Yong, Kenny, TL, Victor, Dummy and my own brother, Tommy. I’ve not seen the boys for a week because I told Victor I’m restricting myself from going out so much especially on weekdays, so he’s not going to call me until SPM’s over.

Cheng Yong, Kenny and Taufoo left earlier but the rest of us stayed on and talked until they wanted to play counterstrike. I’m broke because I used the money to top up my account at Autumn. I’m starting to hate their bloody system.

Soya and Ben dropped by halfway through and it was nice seeing Soya.

Momsie was really sweet, borrowing me the car and trusted me with it.
She didn’t even nag when she last called around 1am.
Only told me to becareful and if there’s any road blocks on the way back, just chill and everything’ll be alright.

This whole survey tag friends thing is back, I think.
This time, Michy tagged me.
And PS : That post is great. Hopefully she reads it.

So here’s how this one goes.

Instructions : Paste the following on your blog and tag people to answer the questions below. Have them tag other people. Your tagged friends will answer the questions about you.

1. What is your friend’s name?
- Michelle Wong Suet Yin (tell me i didn’t spell wrong)

2. Jock, Geek, Prom King/Queen, Loner, Friendly, Flirtatious, Promiscuous. Pick the word from the list that best describes your friend.
- Prom Queen. Like seriously, yo.

3. Choose 5 adjectives to describe your friend.
- toooo tall.
- gangsta.
- in love.
- great
- sweet.

4. What colour do you think best associates with your friend?
- girlish colours.

5. In ten years time, where do you see your friend?
- well she’ll be 27 then. happily married to her dream man? lol.

6. Describe your friend’s blogging style.
- lol. she’s random. but she’s original.

I tag :
- wei guan
- e jinn
- taufooo
- robyn
- wendy

Wei Guan just said the most hilarious thing on MSN.

Wei Guan says (5:21 PM):
thats y i dont think before i go bath
haha
Miss Anonymous says (5:21 PM):
how to NOT THINK?!
Wei Guan says (5:21 PM):
coz i dont wanna come also in the morning
think about toilet
not sch

If you don’t get it, I was telling him how every morning I wake up I keep thinking about not wanting to go school but after shower I’d be thinking, it’s not that bad going to school anyway.
So the smart guy said that’s the reason why he doesn’t think of anything at all until he go bath. Think only of the bathroom.

Funny shit.

I cannot believe I ate four packets of nasi lemak today.
FOUR.

One in the morning.
One during recess which counts as breakfast too.
One for lunch.
One for supper.

PUKIMA.

I need my motivation back.
I need to diet.
Stop eating rice, bread and all that carbohyrate stuff.
I need to stop eating.

*cools down*

It’s all their fault.
Mom’s, Kor’s and Tom’s.
They bought it. They tempted me. Tom forced me when I resisted.
‘I bought it dy lahhh. Knn. 2 bucks for the bloody nasi lemak. Eatttt !’

What kind of brother right?

I wanted to blog about some other stuffs but I’m dead sleepy.
Yea, sleep right after supper.
What a great way to diet.

I realised something.

Among my close friends, especially Amy and I, we like to take each other’s clothes and wear.
I mean yea, we called it ‘borrowing’ but we usually keep it for weeks or months, don’t we?
LOL.

I have shirts of TL, Nerd, Beatrice and Amy. I’ve Dummy’s cap too.
Hmm, what else?
I even have Amy’s undies. I think she has mine too.
LMFAO.

Today has been a very unusual day.
I skipped school.
Well that’s usual but I got up thinking that I want to study.

No, please. I’m not feeling guilty for missing school.
I swear I don’t learn anything there.
I don’t pay attention and I’m sure a lot of my classmates too.
So I’m calling this my “study at home” method.

It’s working.

I sleep enough and I get up, sit in my kitchen table and study.
I did history today.
Starting from Form 4.
The beginning before the subject gets boring.
I love history, seriously.
I can surf the web and read up the world’s history all night but when it comes to Malaysia’s four chapters on Nabi Muhammad, I hate it.
When it comes to ancient civilization, I’m all psyched.

Mom got back from Singapore last night.
She was so pissed when she got back because I didn’t go pick her up.
I was so caught up with Harry Potter until I lost track of time.
I was at the the last two chapters you see.
Was very exciting.

So I’m done with Harry.
It’s the end.
He got married and ended up with 3 kids.
To those who haven’t read, sorry if I spoiled it for you. Hah.

And now, I’m rereading the whole book again before rereading the whole series again.

I went out with friends just now and went over to QQ Cafe.
You know, the cafe I last worked at?
Wanted to get my salary but the manager wasn’t here.
The business is going down.
Lucky, I resigned.
Now all that I need from that place is the money they owe me.
I’m flat broke.

When I was in the car on my way back, I was thinking of the people I can really say I trust with my life.
The list is short.

1. Amy
2. Ing
3. Taufoo
4. Nerd
5. Dummy
6. Boon Roy

Yes, even him despite the things that happened between us. I know I’ve always trusted him since ever. I don’t know how to explain it cause I don’t understand it myself. And eyyy, psycho girlfriend, don’t you dare psycho on me again arh. I’ll seriously kick your butt. Hah.

7. Looney
8. Michy
9. Kayu
10. Wei Guan

I think that’s all.

Whenever I do those surveys on Friendster and they ask me “Who’s your bestfriend?”
I’d always answer, them, the boys and the girls or the homies and the babes.
They are who I meant.
Those I put my heart out to. Who knows me as I am.
They don’t judge me because they know the real me.
To the world, I’m this arrogant bitch who backstabs and lie and flirt like a slut.
But to them, I’m this retarded crazy girl they love to call “siaooo char bohh”.

See the big difference?

I’m addicted to chewing gums.
I’ve been buying and chewing for weeks.

I can chew for hours.

From the moment I leave the house, walk outside to wait for my school bus until recess time at school. Then I’ll spit it out and eat. After which I’ll have another piece into my mouth again and chew until school’s over and I’m home, ready to shower.

My jaw hurts from all those chewing but I can’t stop.
Crazy huh?

1. Do you ever lie about your age?
- Nope. Wait. Yes. When I want to sneak into clubs or raves.

2. Do you prefer “sensitive guys” or “tough guys”?
- I want a tough guy who’s in touch with his sensitive side too. LOL.

3. Do you prefer blonde or dark haired guys?
- Both’s hot but it depends on him, doesn’t it? Look at the bengs. They have blonde hair too.

4. Are you currently single?
- LOL. Taufoo’s right. Macam advertising myself. Puki.

5. How many things in your past do you regret?
- I could write a book.

6. Do you have a best friend?
- I have bestfriends and they know exactly who they are. Loves.

7. What do you want to be when you grow up?
- I’m not sure yet. Anything PR / Media related, I guess.

8. Who is the last person you hugged?
- Kayu.

9. Have you ever get your heart broken?
- Twice.

10. Have you ever thought of having a plastic surgery?
- Oh god, yes. Liposuction. Bahaha.

11. Do you like your life?
- So far so good.

12. Do you shop at Hollister?
- No, I don’t.

13. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
- Never. Plus I’d happily give them away. LOL. Friends first. Boyfriends second.

14. Has one of your friends ever stabbed you in the back?
- More than one. Bitching’s fine. Stabbing’s not. Karma’ll hit them back. :]

15. Do you have more friends that are boys or girls?
- Boys. Definitely.

16. How long have you had friendster?
- Let me check. Since January 2004.

17. Have you ever cheated on someone?
- Never but I wish I did. Hit them hard before they hit me. Damnit.

18. Has anyone ever cheated on you?
- Oh yea. That’s why the anger.

19. Have you ever slapped a girl in the face?
- I’ve never but Michy did. LOL.

20. What is one of your greatest fear?
- My fears lahhh.

21. Have you ever skipped class?
- I did it again today.

22. Has anyone close to you ever passed away?
- Yes.

23. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
- I’m sure I did.

24. Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
- That was the hardest time.

25. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater”?
- Actually I think I do.

26. Have you ever had a good feeling about something and it turned out that you were right?
- Usually, it’s me having a bad feeling about something and it turns out to be right.

27. Do you ever wish you are famous?
- Sometimes but that life is a bitch..

28. Do you ever wish you are a guy?
- Alwaysssss.

29. Do you think women smell nice in perfume?
- I guess. Who cares?

30.Tag 5 people.
- Lee Min
- Amelia Sia
- Belinda Lee
- Nadelyn
- Sabrina Oh

Do it. Ignore. Whatever.

This had to be done.
There are two weeks to go.
Since Ing was clueless what to get me, I decided to make a list, again.

LOL.

I’ll have the link up on the side bar, on top of the chat box. Heh.

1. Sponsored Host & Domain Name (Fivio)

I love blogging and would love to have my own domain (dripk.com) and own space so that there is no more ‘out of limit bandwidth’ crap.

But I am a stingy bitch. I don’t want to spend my own money on it, so I expect you to. LOL.

Fivio is cheap lah kay. RM80 per year. RM35 for the domain and it’s a lifetime.

2. Shoes

Definitely. Shoes okay. Not flip flops, sandals, heels or whatever. Shoes. It’s been so long since I’ve gone and get myself a new one.

Any kind or brand will do, but please if you can help yourself, no Batas.

3. Hoodies

Ahhhh. The thing that’s missing from my wardrobe. I cannot find any nice looking, cool and unique one. Not even in Singapore

4. Levi’s Jeans (Lady Style)

Either the Skinny or Pencil cut. They both are gorgeous.

Ahh. Not because they are on Jolin Tsai okay. I’m not a fan. Hmph.

5. The Full Set of the Undead Series (Short Synopsis & List)

I’m still missing most of the books.
I have Undead and Unemployed and Undead and Unreturnable.

Oh, don’t get me the full set. Just one or two of it will do.

Available in most major bookstores. MPH, Popular, Times, Borders and so on.
Mostly are available in Times (Carrefour, Subang) and not MPH nor Popular.
Trust me. I’ve searched.

6. Accessories (Mawi Collection Topshop)

Like honestly, any piece from the collection will do. They are all so pretty.

But that is, if they have the collection in Malaysia already. Haha.

7. Cyber Bank (Action City)

I’ve been wanting this ever since I first saw it the beginning of the year.
It’s the cutest thing and well not really worth the money but then I like, so hmph.

It’s RM89.80.
So cute I tell you.

8. Tops (Zara)

Two tops from Zara that I saw the last Saturday I went out with Michy.
On sale and damnnnn pretty.
One’s RM60 and another is RM70.
I like both. BOTH.

It’s still incomplete. I’ll update it every time I know what I want.
Start saving up peeps !

okthxbyez.

So I’m sure a lot of you who owns a blog have a Advertlets.com’s ad on your page.

Now it’s showing the ads for StarCeleb.
I’m sure it is.

Now, I stopped watching reality shows, years ago.
All too cliche to me.
Butttt this is a special case.

Whyyy?
Because my step brother (yes, i have one. don’t ask much.) is in it.

Keep an eye out for Contestant Number Three / 3.
They even spelled his name wrong.
It’s Seow Vie Loon. Not View Loon. LOL.

I’m not sure what’s the show about but I know something to do with modelling because that’s what he told me. He went to the audition the week I went to Singapore, if I’m not mistaken.

He said it’s just the beginning, so err, he doesn’t know if he’ll be disqualified or not.
Now it’s their roadshow season.
This weekend’s at The Curve which he asked me to go but I didn’t.

Here are some pictures of him I stole from the website itself and links to his blog.
(omg. a blog. omg.)

I cannot believe he posed like that !
Like seriously, I cannot believe it.
Pfffft.

vieloon.starceleb.tv.

Right. I gotta tell him to let me help him with the blog. Gosh.

Want proof that he’s my brother?
Our buck teeth !
Take a second look at the picture on top of the page and compare. Heh.

Anyhoo, I don’t know what else to say about this already.
Errr, well it’s organized by NTV7 and hosted by one of the local twin models.

That’s pretty much it.

He’s my brother. I gotta show support lah okay.

PS : If you’re reading, congratulation kor !
Now that you’re going to be busy all. Don’t forget my birthday !

Today was 8tv’s Wet & Wild Party at Lagoon Surf Beach.
I went and well it was disappointing.
The performances and games were great but the crowd was the problem.
It was a very very small crowd.
What’s worse, it got smaller every time a performer finish up the performance.
Killed the mood.

I met up with Anson and Felix at the bus station, one hour late. Hah.
We took the bus because Anson wouldn’t drive.
It was fun, catching up with the two.
He had to hustle damn hard for the tickets because Izzat did not pass me mine.
Felix and I left our balls at home, so eventhough Anson was sick , he had his balls at the right place.

LOLOLOL. Our joke.

TL came over from Midvalley about 30 mins after we got in.
We had to go up and down the bloody escalators, again and again.

They left early for they had other plans so I joined Izzat, Haikal and Anil.
Izzat managed to persuade me to get my butt into the water.

And you know what, it was the first time in YEARS since I’ve been in a pool.
And I need swimming lessons, pronto.

So I was surfing Friendster like usual, moments ago when I came upon this bulletin.

I swear I didn’t know.
Even if it’s not true, still I’m going to stop wearing black.

Didn’t even bother to bring my camera.
I don’t know what’s wrong with me nowadays.
We took pictures anyway, with my phone’s camera.
Low quality. What else.

That’s Anil on the left and Haikal on the right.
Anil’s the one I’ve been bullying all day.
But he bullied me more. Ish.

Here’s the bully. Shorter than me summore all poyo.

Look at those eyes. He’s damn crazy, I tell you. Simply crazy.

Izzat. My bestfriend’s husband. Translation : Abang ipar saya.

I was tired of squatting lah, kay?

They were tired after moshing. Padan muka. Mosh lagi lahh.

Not even bothered to do anything with them.
Photoshop is going to be buried somewhere in the pc, you watch.
Going to be long forgotten until one fine day where it suddenly pops into my head again.

Until then. enjoy what you have.

You know I was at school just now, during recess I think, when I thought about this.

What if I’m a boy and not a girl..

would people say anything about me fagging?
would people say anything about me hanging out with a bunch of boys?
would people say anything about my curfew when I’m out late?
would people say anything about me putting my friends first than others?
would people say anything about me driving without a bloody laminated paper called license?
would people say anything about me being too damn wild?
would people say anything about me just being me?
would people say anything at all?

I doubt it. That’s why being a girl sucks.
Scrap that. Being a girl like me, suck.

No, I’m not trying to be dramatic and all like a 15 year old kid.
I’m just venting out my frustration here.

It’s been years and it’s still the same.
I learnt to ignore, forgive and forget.
I’ve changed, why not them?

Is it my fault that I get along with guys much more easily than with girls?
Is it my fault that I just can’t get along with girls as easily as it is with boys?
Is it my fault that I don’t trust easily?
Is it my fault that girls I don’t even know don’t want to be friends with me because of rumours?
Is it my fault that I’m tired of dramas and like the boys’ ways of dealing with ‘em?

So fine. I choose my own ways but all I want is me to be happy.
Is that so wrong?

I don’t get to live forever, you know.
Maybe until I’m 50 or older and maybe not.
Life is unpredictable so why make it so miserable.
Furhermore I do not believe in God, who knows after I’m really dead and there IS God?
Later he won’t let me go heaven ke apa.
Lagi fucked up right.

But… I know you guys meant the best for me and I love you guys for it.
I told myself that night itself, it’s time for changes.
Changes for the better me, not the other way around anymore.
I motivated myself and kept repeating to myself things I have to accomplish and carry out.
Even set myself a curfew which I’m not going to break unless it’s Fri or Sat and after SPM.
It hurt so bad but I think I took all of it well, right?

I LOVE YOU GUYS.
Like fo’schizzle my loves.

The end.