Oh god. It’s been a week or so since I last posted an entry.

I’ve been busy working and uhm, working. There’s practically nothing else except for dance practices. I’ve been in Klang most of the days now and I’ve managed to go Moden to yumcha, play Typing of the Dead at Sino and Autumn, catch up with friends I’ve not seen for a month and best of all, eat my roti cheese.

Feels so good.

Still I’m not satisfied. I’ve not seen enough friends. I miss most of my kakis from class. Especially Wei Guan and Ee Von. Was just going through Wei Guan’s blog and so it’s confirmed he’s going to LKW. I hope he doesn’t changed there, that place is full of sinners. LOL. This means he’s moving to Cyberjaya and talk about the distance, how in the world am I going to see him now. Tsk tsk.

Oh speaking of him reminds me of gym. It’s been AGES since I went to the gym. Those walking I do every day on my way to work and back is practically an hour on the treadmill.

The family’s been good. I’ve even told mom about Vix. She’s really supportive and told me she will be behind my back all the while and to make sure that I am not bullied and all. I had to give her the look and ask her, does she really think her daughter, me will ever let some guy bully me. She laughed.

So everything is cool except, I’m planning to quit Tgif.

I know, I’ve worked for two weeks only and I’m planning to quit. It’s not that I’m a quitter, man. This is not my first job involving food. It’s the people I’m working with. That place is fucked up. Like totally anal fucked. I can’t man, I cannot work in this kinda environment. I’ll never be happy.

And where is Vixxxxxxxxxx.

OMG. It feels darn good to be blogging.
I’m dying to tell you how’s working at TGI Friday’s like but I’m on morning shift tomorrow.

Here’s summary so far..

one. Amy pierced her tongue on Wednesday.
two. I most prolly won’t pierce my tongue since Vix told me it turns french kissing off.
three. Vix will be a new name on my blog that’s going to appear very frequently.
four. I’ve been in Subang & PJ more than I’ve been in Klang.
five. I feel so fucking left out from the other world so I’ll most prolly go bang bang when I get my salary.

And I’m talking about salary when I’ve only worked less than a week.

I’m amazing.

I am listening to One Republic’s Stop and Stare.
Finally got myself emo on the second morning of the new year.
How pathetic.

Well, I’ve been away from the computer ever since the 31st so I couldn’t update.
Had nothing to update anyway.

Over the year 2007, I’ve learned lots.
It started with a bang and ended with romance.
LOLOL. Drama gila babi. Okthx.
Anyway, it had been a crazy year.

A relationship I appreciated ended during the CNY.
A family member was lost a month after CNY.
A friendship I treasured turned sour during the middle of the year.
A another relationship started during the middle of the year.
Crazy events happened in between every thing else.
A friendship was ended for good right before SPM.
A relationship was over before I realized the mistakes I’ve made.

I don’t have any regret over the things I’ve done and said during 2007.
Because in a way, I know I might have hurt others but at the same time I’m growing up.
It’s either I’m being self centered or I’ve just realised the obvious but overall I think whatever I think doesn’t matter.
It’s the matter of did I learn or did I not.
The lessons and losts are phases of my life.
I knew that but it was hard to cope with anyhoo.

I tried to come up with resolutions but I thought what’s the point of them when I’m sure I’m going to fuck them all up anyway. So in the end I thought it’s better just typing about what I’ve seen and grew to understand.

I understand that no matter how bad and hard you try to stop something or someone from changing and leaving, it’ll happen eventually. He or she will eventually ditch me or whoever for someone else no matter how strong you think your friendship were.

It’s not much but then again friends come and go. It’s about you knowing how to appreciate things when it was still okay. I did.

I understand that grudges won’t do shits in my life so that’s no point keeping them when that person is lost anyway.

Life is going on so why should I emo over things that are over?
It’s better to just stay positive and do the right things at the right time.
Mistakes are okay because we all know we learn from them.
We live only once in this lifetime so why fret over unnecessary things?
Enjoy, appreciate, understand and grow through every breath we breathe.

Okayyy. The alcohol is wearing off.
I am going to sleep now since Vivien doesn’t want to get up to work.
I’m not certain if I can start work today.
I don’t want to risk it by going there unexpectedly and having to take a train back home.

So Friday it’ll be since all of them are off on Thursday.

I CAN’T WAIT. Lalalaaa.

I have a boyfriend. Whee.
And I’m starting work tomorrow I guess, if I can wake up since I’m high now.

loves.

P.S: I can even use the “Boyfriend” tag now. Bahaha.