(please note this was supposed to be updated on Monday)

Oh what a gloomy Monday, don’t you think so?

Woke up to a very dark sky this morning.
Vix woke me up and I thought he got the time wrong.
So yeah, it had been raining the whole day.
Freezing my brain the whole time in classes.
But I like today, first time in months since I’ve felt this chilled out.
For once, I walked up the path leading to class without cursing in my head.
The path goes up a hill and yes, my college has hills.
Mini hills lah. I’ve no idea what are their proper names.

They are called foothills. Thanks to Hassan. Lol. I mean Ruslan.
*in a call*
Aiyo, I love my  man lah.

It’s almost the end of Monday and the freaking internet can’t work.
I’m typing this entry in a Notepad file.
I can’t upload the photos I want onto Imageshack.
I can’t log in to my WLM and I desperately need to.
I want to download my Hubungan Etnik file from my inbox and I can’t.
I need to prepare for tomorrow and without the internet I can’t.

MAKAHAI. *breathe in. breathe out*

Luann is currently sleeping.
She’s always sleeping. Lol.
Oh, Luann is my room mate here in Setapak.
Classmate also. Klangite jugak.
We get along pretty well.

So it’s been two weeks since my birthday.
That week was simple yet eventful.
Also I ate a lot that week.
We had Chili’s. We had ikan bakar at Jalan Alor at 12am.
Crap. I can’t remember what else I had.
But I’m pretty certain I gained an extra 2kg that week from the midnight suppers.
I have photos but they are with Vix so I’ll upload them next time.
On his birthday, he had a one song performance at Bangkok Jazz.
Was our first time there and man, I liked the place as soon as I stepped in.

I summarised pretty much every thing because I cannot recall what I want to type then.
We had a lot of alcohol too. Lmfao.

Last Friday was Taylor’s Dance Arena.
It was a dance competition. (obviously. lol)
I thought it was so much better than Dance Quake. (No offence to the organisers)
The stage was out at the carpark and so it was an open air competition.
Thinking back, we were pretty lucky it did not rain that day.
Liang was the emcee and I had no idea until it was our crew’s turn to go on stage.
I think there were 12 competing teams including us.
Neal named us Two Left Feet and Ean was competing with two crews.
I only found out two days before the competition.
There were six of us. Neal, Ean, Dexter, Ee Von, Yee Mun and myself.
We ended up third place and truth to be told, I was shocked.
Cause you see, I did not get the chance to watch the other teams before us perform and
I left for dinner as soon as we were done with ours.

Cookie Monster was the champion followed by Dua Coopang.
Dua Coopang went right before us so they were basically the only crew I watched and damn,
I thought we were done for.
They had everything in their routine.
Ballroom, hip hop, comtemporary, cheerleading.

Talk about the lack of confidence.
I mean I rarely go practice due to my clashing classes and practice time.
Once or twice a week was all I had.
I was freaking out backstage!
Luckily everything pulled through.

Now only if I can find a video of our performance.

Third.

Second.

Champion.

Oh, passes to Euphoria were given out throughout the night.
Neal bagged 23 passes in total and passed me two.
We were missing a few passes so I made Janus and Benji go up stage and join the game they were playing.
I had no idea it was that bad.

Amy drove so Dex, Janus and I tagged with her.
Coke, Syed Izzat and Coke’s other two Japanese friend, Tiger and Masa/Mase/something-Ma went themselves.

Dexter could be the youngest that had ever entered Euphoria.

It wasn’t that bad of a night but it was not that great either.
That club is cool as fuck though.
Great dance floors.
I’M TALKING ABOUT VIBRATING FLOORS HERE.
Great lighting. Not those you have in Barcelona that makes you dizzy and feel like puking.
Music was not my type since they played House but I adapted.
They have two rooms one being the main room where House is played and the other, HipHop.

The funniest shit happened that night too but I’m not to disclose it here.
Someone might kill me in my sleep.

We stayed till the club close.
I drove them people home and then come back PJ with Amy.
It was a crazy drive.
Sunway - SS19 - Klang- Teluk Pulai - PJ.

Photos are taken from Guaichaikid

I am going to change this bloody theme by this end of the week (or month, depending).

I hate this, I feel so dispirited every single time I log on to my own blog. Langsung takde semangat tau. It’s sad that I have no time. It’s sad that the connection I get here in Setapak suck.

I’ll be back. :/

…I’d like to elaborate about them but I’m tired and I need to rush back to PJ now so we’ll save it for next time.

Naqib posted up pictures of his 22nd birthday at Laundry and I stole some from his album on FB. Damn sad lah okay. My camera is a piece of crap so I’ve not bothered to take it out and my Polaroid kinda dieded for good.

Kay lah. At least now my post got a few pictures. DAMN SAD LAH WOI. At least I bought a new umbrella. Yay!

Look who’s talking. LOL.

If you’ve been wondering where I went missing to, I’ve been working. Started work last week in KL so basically from Monday to Friday it’s all about work. Luckily I am too, otherwise I’d been bumming all the way till college starts.

Work’s fun if I don’t think about the waking up at 5am every morning and having to feel darn bad about waking up my boyfriend too so that he can fetch me to the station to get on the earliest train which is at 6.05am. My work starts at 7am, you see. :/

I have a bunch of crazy colleagues.

Do you believe you can actually make a living by going to clubs? No, I don’t mean work as a staff there. What I mean is join the competitions they have every week cause Naqib and I believe we can. =) Last Thursday I went Bar Celona again with Ker Lin, Grace and Ah Lek. Vix, Mateen and Brian tagged along. We went with hopes to drink our heart out to Alex’s generous offer of three bottles of Dewars (they are not my top choice of liquor but hey, I’ll down whatever I have) but the manager of the club wouldn’t give us the bottle because Alex forgot to call him. So fine, there was the weekly dance competition, took my chance and joined. Surprise, surprise, I walked away with RM500 cash and a bottle of Bacardi Limon. I saved the night. Lalalaaaa.

P.S: Soya, we finished the bottle in the club.

So well Naqib and I calculated, if we crash every competition in different clubs every week, I can actually earn RM2000 - RM4000 per month! But I have a feeling the club management is not that dumb, they’d prolly ban us from the club. LOL.

Ooh ooh! I found a picture of us at the freeze in Pyramid.

From Left : Neal, Vix, Brian, Me, Qib, Hell, one of their friends (lol) and Dex in the middle.

Too lazy to go through the videos. Having a headache already.

Amy and I celebrated our SPM results with beer and good music. Last night was a very good night. What could be better than having beer and listening to Colbie Caillat singing live with your greatest friend and your man? Nothing.

Amy and I got to Laundry around 5ish to see all the tables outside fully booked. We were pretty disappointed UNTIL we scored a table inside of Laundry itself right next to the entrance with a good view of the stage. Hee. We were so glad we didn’t need to be crammed with smelly people in front of the stage or get blocked by super tall people standing in front of the table. Guess it was a good thing Vix didn’t manage to get us passes.

Vix, Brian and Qib joined us around 9ish since Vix got off work late and was stuck in the jam. We ended the night with yummilicious tom yam. I forgot what’s the area called but I REMEMBER HOW TO GET THERE. Yay!

Another good thing about yesterday was I finally got around to use my Polaroid camera. Was going around town looking for the 600 Color Film with Hashok and finally getting it at one of Sentosa’s old school shop. I was fucking shocked when I found out the price was RM48 per pack. It was expired too! I’m starting to think I got ripped off but hey, it was worth seeing it work inside my 78452342 years old camera. Fine, I’m exaggerating but it must have been 10 years since I last used the camera.

Pictures!

The blurred poster beside the stage.
A freaking pillar was blocking half the stage from my seat thus the picture of this poster. LOL.

Show off.

Yes. We were that bored waiting for the show to start and the boys to reach.

The bottles I had before the show started. Can see Amy’s potrait beside there?

That blur thing in the middle of the stage is supposed to be Colbie. Heehee.

In the car when Amy was driving Vix to where he parked his car near to OU. I have no clue why Brian was smiling like that but look! Colgate commercial material.

Introducing Sir Brian aka SajeevKant something something.

Amy named this “My smile sparkles!”
Another Colgate commercial material.

“I’ve just seen a face..” - The Beatles.

The last Colgate commercial material.

I’m too lazy to scan the Polaroid shots but oh! I had so much fun taking pictures.

I think some of you texted me on Wednesday asking me about my results. My phone got barred that’s why I did not reply. Anyway, I didn’t fail any subject. Got enough credits for college and I think that’s pretty much it. I am so glad I did not fail my Maths.

Talking about results means I’ve got to decide about my future education dy. I think I’ll most prolly not go to any private colleges because I’m pretty sure I will not be able to afford it even with a loan. So I’ll most prolly be enrolling in TAR College. I have no plans of moving to Setapak tho’. It’s very inconvenient for me since I don’t own my own car.

Oh we’ll see. I better get ready for work.

Now that I’ve gotten all that out of my chest, I can talk cock. (refering to the previous entry)

Let’s start off with I WANT TO FREAKING DYE MY HAIR. Yes, I’m breaking my own promise. I’m tired of black hair. I want a change but I’m afraid of spoiling my hair and etc. Etc includes the money I’d need to maintain my hair after it’s dyed and the ugliness after a couple of months. You know, the normal drill of coloring your hair.

I don’t know what I want to do with it. Definitely nothing major. I don’t want to color my whole head. I think I’ll freak out. I just want it colored a bit here and there. Bugger. Never knew coloring one’s head would be such a frustrating thing.

Any good recommendations? Salons, I mean. To go to. Lol.

Anywayyyyy, last Monday was Sheue Ing’s 18th birthday. Yes yes, happy birthday, yada yada. Had an All Girls Night Out. Nothing crazy because whoever that knows Ing, knows what kind of person she is. Pfft. LOLOL. We obviously had tons of fun. Amy and I had the best time running around the mall, getting her secret birthday present. It was crazy man but I’m glad she loved it at the end of the day.

Finally! Pictures to post ! It’s been weeks since I last did. Months actually. There are not much, not like the usual amounts but hey, the siaoness is still there throughout the shots. =)

The Taufoo that was there but did not join us. (Psst. Bila BBQ ni?)

My favourite shot of the night. Lol.

Tzi Li, Su Leng, Ee Von and a very stoned looking Amy. <3

Mei Lian

Sheue Ing’s very very bad photography skills. Teehee.

Alaaaa. What a night.

Not as attractive as it’d look like with Photoshop’s edits but hey, I’m lazy.

Sunday was a good, long day.
I dropped by Figure Eight over at Annexe Gallery, Central Market to buy stuffs.
Finally got myself the ‘I Heart KL‘ shirt, a top from Dirt-tee and necklace from Wondermilk.
I had only RM100 in my wallet so I had to budget and control myself when I saw those tees from Kurasa Raksasa, bags from Flowerdrum, more shirts from Defy and more junks from Wondermlik.

BAHHH. If only I had more than that. Those tees are so worth buying, damnit!
But I’m satisfied.

Tried them on as soon as I showered.

Death sentence for trying to defend herself from being raped by three different men?

Has the world gone crazy?
What the fuck is wrong with defending your dignity?
Accidently killing a stranger by stabbing him after he tried to insert his dick into her pussy is wrong and against the law?

You people are fucking mental and screwed up in the head.

Read the article and tell me if you’re not thinking the same page as I am.

WARNING : I’m about to talk about lotsa disgusting and disturbing things. Not talk, show. Images. Make sure you can handle them and not come chase me with a knife for putting these images into your head.

So okay, I was going through my Xanga Subscription email and I came upon Jenna’s.
She posted about this “Rash On Breast Turned Larvae Infected Holes“.
Sounds fucking disgusting, doesn’t it?
Wait till I show you the picture.
Dummy told me before about this, I think but I’ve never bothered checking it out.

One thing about me, I have a thing against holes. Tiny holes.
Like for example, take a paper and poke it with a pencil or whatever, show it to me with it’s holes and I’ll have goosebumps all over.

I swear. So does my brother.
WE HATE IT but we used to torture each other by doing what I said above.

Right, back to the topic.
Holes in boobs.
That ought to have disturbed me until the day I die and every time I look at myself naked.
Determined not to let that image ruin my life, I went about and google about this.

Surprise, surprise when most of the related links that came up had “Urban Legends” and “Rumors” all over them.

I bet you went “fucking ewwwwww. yuck.”.
I know how it feels man.

Well according to Snopes.com, the image is not real.
It has been modified by combining an image of breast and Lotus Seed Pod.
Which looks like this,

So don’t worry, ladies!
Your boobs are going to be fine.
I choose to believe the website and all the other sites that says it’s fake.

But of course, if you’ve been to Nigeria recently err, you should worry?
I’m just messing with you plus I don’t think any one of you has ever been there.

I know this forward email about the boobs sometimes comes along with a video.
Here’s the link to the video.

The video is real.
Like fucking 100% genuine.

It shows the treatment of a Nigerian woman with breast lesions and multiple sinuses containing Tumbu fly larvae.

OMGFUCK. Kan disgusting?
This video is real and this condition even has a name.
It’s called Myiasis.

Oh just read the links, lazy want to explain plus the more I think about it… *shivers*

Obviously after reading about the truth, I went about and read more of the famous rumors on the internet.
There’s one that’s my favourite so far about a guy urinating on an electric fence.
The site are not sure if the story is true or not but hey, the picture is worth posting.

I’m still going through the websites looking at other disgusting images.
I don’t know why I torture myself like this.
Like how much I hate and am paranoid about zombies, I still push myself to watch zombie movies.

I hope I didn’t kill your appetite.
LOL.

Let’s see, SPM is in less than two weeks but here I am blogging.

These few weeks had been great.
I learnt new lessons about friends.
I learnt new moves from practise with the new crew, LaBellaMafeya.
I learnt that actually, I have a long lost twin, KimberlyV. Haha.
I learnt that being at my age, loving someone is impossible.
I learnt to put my priorities first.

*beams at self*

Momsie and TL’s birthdays were last week.
I got them both Cuppacakes.
I ate TL’s before giving it to him because I was mad at him. LOL.
It was Momsie’s first with cuppacakes and I’m glad she loved them.

Oh and here are long overdue pictures of Yung Shen’s Toyota Vios thing at OU.
I forgotten which exact weekend it was but I remember I went with Taufoo.
Somewhere around Raya week, I think.
At first I thought Toyota gave them real new cars to spray until YS told me they are mocks.
Pukima.

The artists and their work.

Those above are Yung Shen’s.
Those below are Bibichun’s.

Which one do you prefer?

Kayyy. That’s all.
What else is there to blog about?

So long bitches!
I think I’m going to be on hiatus until SPM ends.
Nerd would be back by then, I miss that fucker.
Whole lot of plans are made and would be made then.

Sometimes truth hurts so bad but you gotta learn to accept and understand.
Sometimes no matter how stubborn you are, you gotta change for the one you love.
Sometimes no matter how many times you say you don’t give a damn what others have to say, you actually do.
More than you’d ever know.
Sometimes you just need someone else to tell you what’s going on instead of trying so hard to be strong and pretending you’re okay.

So people.
Finally I felt like updating again.
Nowadays I don’t feel the oomph to blog so much.
Definitely no entries about my whole week from Monday to Friday.

Just wanted to post a bit of the highlights here and there.
Those entries are so dull kan?

I had a study group session!
Isn’t that like amazing?
I told Yee Wu before I left while chatting with her and she was shocked.
KC, Michael and Amy was in it too.
We studied at MCD, Bukit Tinggi.

Who said we cannot study at mamak / out?
Hmphhh. We worked.
*beams*

We took pictures as evidence.
You know, in case you people don’t believe us.

fuihh. studying ! seeeeee.

ini suruh study, dia texting.

goofing around.

KC and I went for a movie before the study session.
We watched The Invasion.
The movie creeps me out.
Seriously, imagine if humans are not humans anymore.
And everyone is the same.
No expression. No feelings. Just memories and thoughts.

I think the best highlight for this week so far is when
THE COCKROACH FLEW INTO THE CAR THROUGH THE WINDOW.

Yesssssss. Scary or not?

KC lahhhh.
The roach was outside the window and all of us were safely in the car.
But the backside wanted it go away so he pressed down the window.
OF COURSE THE COCKROACH FLEW STRAIGHT IN LAHHHH.

I screamed. He screamed.
Michael went “MAAAAA FUCKKKKK“

Then we all came out of the car.
The two of them started looking for the roach while I laughed.
Dahlah we had so many books and bags in the car, they moved all of the stuffs out and started the search.

Keep in mind we were at Bayu then.
Just left the mamak after sitting there for an hour or so.
So many cars passed us by after waiting to take our parking.
Apologies. Emergency = roach in car.

LOL.

We failed to find the cockroach so we had no choice but get in the car.
KC drove with his leg up while Michael went crazy.
I laughed at the duo non stop all the way home.

The second part of the search was outside my house with the assistance of Tommy.
Until finally the cockroach flew out.
Everyone was so relieved and started applausing.

I have pictures for this too !

Crazy day that was.

Why did he have to sent a message like that to me again?
Makes my head spin.

So like I said previously, Sunday was spent with Ze Tong and Amy at Sepang.
Ze Tong’s working part time as a real estate sales personnel.
So the company he worked for, KimRealty have a site there.
Taman Bunya Raya at Bandar Baru Salak Tinggi.
Don’t see why I’m typing this down, I’m sure you guys have no clue where’s that. LOL.

He came and picked me up around 9am after Amy.
Took the toll free way to KLIA and had the craziest time in the car.
I was pretty tired since I slept late the night before so I brough my bolster along.
So did Amy.

It was like a serious camping trip.
Maggi cups for breakfast and lunch.
Sandwiches for dinner for me since I’m broke. Hah.
He even brought liqour, Johnnie Walker’s Red Label.
It tasted like Black Label so I don’t see no difference.
We didn’t drink much because errr, no mood for drinking?

The sample house had a table and four chairs where we three sat and talk and cock and all. Everytime customers arrive, Amy and I have to pop up stairs and wait until they go away. Pretty amusing.

We camwhored too.
Finally the mood was back and I was wearing Boon Roy’s shirt. Heh.
Bodyglove’s. Swt.

We left around 6ish if I’m not wrong.
Wanted to go Putrajaya to see the fireworks but heard that there wasn’t a show on Sunday so we changed our plan and head over to The Curve instead.
We were laughing and singing like crazy in the car the whole way.
All Ze Tong’s fault because he started every thing.
It was a good time tho’.

I met up with Jeannnn ! Sibert at The Curve. LOL.
He is so kiddish and was so fun to talk to.

Okay. I’m officialy hungry to death. Byezzz.

Well I was busy and lazy, so here’s my update on what happened during my birthday.
It was on Monday, for those who didn’t know.

I’ll start with Sunday night, right before 12am.
Went KL with Ker Lin, AhLek (her boyfriend) and Keatz to shop.
Decided to watch a movie, Flash Point.
Spent the 12am there in the cinema.
Got back Klang and asked them to drop me off at Esso Mamak.
Yumcha for a while with TL and Victor.
Head home to blow my first cake which the boys, including Dummy, bought for me.

The sweet guy waited for me until he couldn’t wait any longer before heading back to Setapak.
Big time apologies there.

Monday was full with birthday wishes from schoolmates.
Quite awkward for me though.
Imagine walking and suddenly someone head towards you and hug you / wish you.
Damn sweet but awkward. *blush*

Thanks to those who did, by the way.
Did as in wished me, either through smses, messages / comments on Friendster / Myspace , phone calls and comments on the chatbox right here.

That evening was spent with Kareshi who tagged along with me to the dance studio.
Then at night it was supposed to be a clubbing night with Ker Lin and the rest but plans changed and we ended up having steamboat then speeding all the way to Sanctuary, The Curve where I blew out candles for my second cake and had my first Flaming Lamborghini.

After that day, I had another surprise from my classmates.
I was fooled and so was Suzanne.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, by the way.

Annabel was the mastermind behind all that.
She and the rest told me that it was a surprise lunch party at MCD for Suzanne and told Suzanne the same thing but it was for me.

You should have seen the look on our face when they took out the cake.
Amy had her best laugh.

That was on Wednesday.

On Thursday pula, Amy, Ze Tong and Cheng Yong gave me a surprise by going all the way to The Apartment, The Curve to get me more cuppacakes.
I know Ing and Michy were behind this too.
Seriously right, I LOVE YOU GIRLS LAHHHH.

Okay. I see so many words also kepala pening.
Pictures?

Pimples issue? I KNOW!
I’m working on it to make it better.
But it’s so not working if I’m not sleeping enough and especially not sleeping at all.

Kareshi’s saying I should take care of my face because I’m a girl.
Victor’s backing him up.
Amy has been teasing.
Nerd’s being really happy that she is.
Kayu’s refering to them as stars.
And a whole bunch of them who did talk about it that I forgot.

I’m lazy okay?
I used to not care much but now I will learn to.

Can?

I want to die lah like this. Swt.

I’ve updated my birthday wish list with another item.
Goooooo check out.
The big day is like next Monday.

I’d like to stay and talk more but I’m lazy and I’m heading out to pick up Wei Guan.
So I’ll just have them pictures of Saturday, up.

It was a great day. Like seriously.
Started well, ended better.
Had great fun with Michy and her Mr.Booboo.

The ducks are cute, right?

These are random because I realised I’ve never posted pictures of Ing and I much.
Plus we look really dorky here.
God. I love them both.
See Amy’s face?

I look like a tomatoe.

Damn. This is like the only picture of him and I since he came back.
Worse, not a single picture of Beatrice and I.

I’ll be an angel today and say this once,
He actually looks pretty good in this picture.

I know he doesn’t read my blog so there’s no need to go tell him as soon as you read this.

It’s almost 4am and I just got home like 45mins ago, after a yumcha session with Taufoo, Cheng Yong, Kenny, TL, Victor, Dummy and my own brother, Tommy. I’ve not seen the boys for a week because I told Victor I’m restricting myself from going out so much especially on weekdays, so he’s not going to call me until SPM’s over.

Cheng Yong, Kenny and Taufoo left earlier but the rest of us stayed on and talked until they wanted to play counterstrike. I’m broke because I used the money to top up my account at Autumn. I’m starting to hate their bloody system.

Soya and Ben dropped by halfway through and it was nice seeing Soya.

Momsie was really sweet, borrowing me the car and trusted me with it.
She didn’t even nag when she last called around 1am.
Only told me to becareful and if there’s any road blocks on the way back, just chill and everything’ll be alright.

So I’m sure a lot of you who owns a blog have a Advertlets.com’s ad on your page.

Now it’s showing the ads for StarCeleb.
I’m sure it is.

Now, I stopped watching reality shows, years ago.
All too cliche to me.
Butttt this is a special case.

Whyyy?
Because my step brother (yes, i have one. don’t ask much.) is in it.

Keep an eye out for Contestant Number Three / 3.
They even spelled his name wrong.
It’s Seow Vie Loon. Not View Loon. LOL.

I’m not sure what’s the show about but I know something to do with modelling because that’s what he told me. He went to the audition the week I went to Singapore, if I’m not mistaken.

He said it’s just the beginning, so err, he doesn’t know if he’ll be disqualified or not.
Now it’s their roadshow season.
This weekend’s at The Curve which he asked me to go but I didn’t.

Here are some pictures of him I stole from the website itself and links to his blog.
(omg. a blog. omg.)

I cannot believe he posed like that !
Like seriously, I cannot believe it.
Pfffft.

vieloon.starceleb.tv.

Right. I gotta tell him to let me help him with the blog. Gosh.

Want proof that he’s my brother?
Our buck teeth !
Take a second look at the picture on top of the page and compare. Heh.

Anyhoo, I don’t know what else to say about this already.
Errr, well it’s organized by NTV7 and hosted by one of the local twin models.

That’s pretty much it.

He’s my brother. I gotta show support lah okay.

PS : If you’re reading, congratulation kor !
Now that you’re going to be busy all. Don’t forget my birthday !